Get Well Soon...

I'm going to be depressed for weeks...

Poppy is very sick...
A tumour seems to be forming in his abdomen...
It got so big during the last 2 days that he couldn't eat/pee/poo...
Its blocking up his whole back end...
I had to being him to the vet ytd because it was an emergency...
He was wetting himself but could not pee as and when he liked...
I spoke to the vet who was very helpful...
She told me of all teh possibilities...
that it might not be cancer,
that it might be and what I should do,
how should we go about treating him,
do we send him to a Hospital for ultrasound and biopsy to figure out the cause?
if its cancer then there'll probably no cure at all...
or do we put him to sleep now...

This is why I'm depressed...
he's really a very good boy...
I hate when things have to turn out this way...
I'll never get a dog because I'll just probably die of a broken heart...
I'm so tired now...
My heart is broken already...
so tragic...

too much to bear this year...